Keep things short and to the point, I’m not going to take you through my whole upbringing and the many ups and downs and failures I had along this path.

But I am going to say this. I didn’t always live life like this.

As someone who comes from a hyper-organized, perfectionist, people-pleasing background, I KNOW the pressure you feel to perform, show up for others, and create something meaningful in this world. (In German we have a saying that relates to when we want things done that says “preferably yesterday.”). So ya, I get it.

I had spent my whole life being “perfect” (or trying to be). Wanting everyone around my to be happy, wanting to create “harmony” as the oldest child in a family situation of divorce. Although I had a loving family environment at its core, I often felt alone and felt the need to “strive” to prove my worthiness.

I didn’t realize I was rejecting my body in my pursuit of creating “worthiness.”

I simply thought, this is how we have to show up to work. This is what productivity looks like, as I reluctantly put more on my plate. This is what success looks like, as I pushed my body past its limits once more. This is how you prove you wanted it enough, as I followed the path that I thought would “ensure” my success and give me the validation my worthiness desired.

Just didn’t think much about it, didn’t question it.

Burnout, and acne, and failures, oh my! 

I went down the path of PUSHING against my body to make things happen….

HIGH expectations of myself created immense amount of internal and external pressures, making my physically ill with digestive issues, lymphatic infections, and fatigue. I struggled with chronic acne and was popping Birth Control to “balance” it all out.

My shitty relationship with my body meant that I shunned myself for not being able to do more, was frustrated by the constant cycle of illness I was in … I was frustrated WITH myself for not being better, not doing more, not being able to “prove” myself better.

It wasn’t till 2019 after graduating that I went to bali for a yoga teacher training … little did I know that my soul had called me here. For this was the first time I began reconnecting with my body, realising that she was speaking to me and that I had the power to heal through peeling back each layer of blocked emotion and trauma.

It was during this experience that I connected my intense fatigue and disconnection with myself to Birth Control, and I began my journey of healing.

After healing my own trauma around success and revolutionising the way I worked, my mission became about spreading the wisdom of our cyclical nature and helping EVERY WOMB-AN to WORK in a way that works for HER.

That includes healing the success saboteurs and trauma keeping you playing small, the burnout and fatigue that arise from working against your body, and the toxic messages about work that keep you hustling and silence your innate inner wisdom.

Success is an INSIDE job, so once you have done THIS inner healing and incorporate a HOLISTIC body first approach to success, that is when you will create everything you desire in EVERY SINGLE EXTERNAL area of your life.

I am so obsessed with this work because we are living in a potent time of a collective shift, where the old ways of working and structures around success are crumbling & can no longer survive. The gender equality movement has gone in a direction of  “equality” meaning the SAME when it really means RESPECTING and honouring differences. Society teaching women that they must act and be like men to succeed, which is moving us down a dangerous path that values one energy over the other.